Thursday, August 16, 2007

Who's tired?

I was at a Vision Team meeting a couple of nights ago, and in the circle, I said that Gail wasn't doing very well. She's getting tired and discouraged.

Which is true, but I think I was really saying that I am not doing well. I am tired. I am tired of her being tired, tired of having to make intricate transportation plans to get her home from dialysis, tired of her not carrying her share of household duties, tired of not being able to make plans to go anywhere.

Just tired. And a little weepy.

I remind myself that lots of people have much worse things happening in their lives, but that only helps a little. This is still where I am living, and it's hard.

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